“The flame that touched my womb without touching my skin”
- El Rincón Mágico de Seladriel
- May 20
- 3 min read
Updated: Jun 5
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“Much is said about sacred sexuality, especially on the twin flames journey. In my case, although I never had physical contact with him, I experienced it energetically. That is why I want to share my experience and how I managed to bring light and awareness to that wound.”
A testimony for other women who also betrayed themselves for love...
Some years ago, I betrayed myself.
I write this with a firm voice but a soft heart.
I betrayed myself when I loved a man who asked me to show him my body, but not my soul.
Who asked for pleasure, but not presence.
Who wanted to enter my temple without removing the ego’s shoes.
And I, who am fire, extinguished myself out of fear of losing him.
At first, I said no. But then, in a moment of emptiness, I gave in.
I showed myself, I gave myself through a screen, searching in his eyes for a reflection of love that never came, and when I hung up that video call, I felt broken.
Empty.
Dirty.
Guilty.
For months, my womb cried for me.
It bled more than usual.
It hurt as if my insides screamed: “Here does not live the love we hoped for.”
Then I understood. It wasn’t him who hurt me… it was me, when I put his desire above my sacred dignity.
I was the one who betrayed my temple.
And I was also the one who got up to cleanse it.
I did cleansings, I spoke honestly with myself.
I touched my womb and asked for forgiveness.
I anointed it with oils, flowers, sincere tears—and in that surrender, I was born again.
No longer as a victim, but as the guardian of my fire.
Today I look back and understand: That man wasn’t bad.
He was just broken.
His sexual energy was fractured, disconnected from his soul, full of shadows he still doesn’t dare to face.
His fire had no direction. I tried to ignite it with my light, but I ended up burning myself.
To you, sister, who once felt dirty for loving wrongly…
Who showed and gave your body hoping they would see your soul…
I embrace you. I understand you. And I tell you:
Your temple is still sacred.
Your fire has not gone out.
Your womb remembers… and also forgives.
May this story be a mirror for you—not of guilt, but of redemption.
Because we can all return home.
Because we are all worthy of love… and of ourselves.
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Love Melissa-Seladriel
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