"My Sacred Rebellion: Breaking the Silence of the Lineage"

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This Time, I Will Not Be Silent!

This time I rebel against the command of the family tree. That command that silences the voices of women, that hides emotions because they "make people uncomfortable," because they are inconvenient for those who exercise power unjustly. Emotions that go against the purposes of those who manipulate and seek personal gain.

I will be silent no more!

I have rebelled against the pact of silence in both branches of my family. I can no longer bear the weight of the legacy of pain: repressed emotions, choked words, dissatisfaction disguised as "constructive criticism," under the excuse that it's "for your own good" to point out what doesn't fit, what doesn't conform to control or the rigid family mandate.

SHUT UP!

DON’T SAY A WORD!DON’T CRY!

YOU, LEAST OF ALL, SHOULD SPEAK, BECAUSE YOU TOO HAVE THINGS TO HIDE AND BE GRATEFUL FOR!

YOU SHOULD KISS YOUR PARENTS’ FEET!

YOU SHOULD GO TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH FOR YOUR MOTHER!

I RENOUNCE IT!

I can’t take it anymore. For years, I lived under the weight of my mother's unfulfilled expectations, under the constant scrutiny of comparison and criticism. In a family where, as the firstborn, too much was expected of me. I was oppressed for a long time, with a broken heart.

The harsh comparison with other children — and worse, with my cousins — because they were more studious, more intelligent, more capable, little prodigies of school and music... Perhaps, without intending to hurt me, my mother tried to encourage me to be better. But all she did was destroy my self-worth.

That gave way to a Melissa who searched for love and acceptance from a place of lack, from attachment. Emotional dependence emerged, from which I needed external approval. My worth began to depend on what others thought of my appearance, my personality, my words, my way of thinking and feeling.

THAT WASN’T ME!

ENOUGH!

For years I became the projection others had of me. I got lost in the pain of not fitting in, of not belonging, of not knowing who I really was. The pain of not finding my place in the world.

Let my words not be taken as complaints, reproaches, or blame. They are the cry of my soul that says: NO MORE!

Today, at last, I give space to this feeling that dominated my life for so many years: abandonment, rejection, betrayal, injustice, humiliation...

Yes. They were my greatest companions...

Until, at 39, I met a man. Though I only saw him once in person, I saw a powerful mirror in his eyes. He showed me my shadows, shattered the masks I used to justify my actions, the blindness of my heart, and the avoidance of feeling. Of living.

I RENOUNCE IT!

I renounce ancestral pain. I release the emotional burden of a false debt.I let go of the “shoulds.”I let go of my ancestors' silence.I let go of the pain of absence, betrayal, abandonment, rejection.I release the expectations others have placed upon me.

I am grateful for their existence. I honor their lives.But I refuse to carry one more brick of pain, injustice, dissatisfaction, self-abandonment or complacency. THAT IS NOT LOVE!

I BREAK THE LOYALTY TO THE FAMILY CLAN!

I FREE MYSELF FROM THE CHAINS!

I RELEASE THE PAIN TO THE UNIVERSE!

Now I promise myself to follow my own path.

To be loyal to what I believe and think.

Loyal to my emotions.

Loyal to my essence.

Because I am light and shadow in perfect harmony.

The eternal dance between masculine and feminine,

fire and water,

yin and yang,

the sacred and the profane.

I am goddess and demon.

I am manifestation.

I am the verb.

I am creator.

SO IT IS SAID, SO IT IS DONE.

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