"I Can No Longer Love You in the Dark (Part One)"

Updated: Jun 10

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This post was born from a deep moment of channeling

—from a night of tears and sacred fire.

From the realization that sometimes… loving also means letting go.

Today I share with you a letter my soul wrote to that love that was eternal in other worlds,

but that now must be released.

And along with it, the new sacred vow I made to myself.

Perhaps you too need to write your own letter...

Perhaps these words will awaken a memory in your heart.

A Letter From My Soul to His Soul

Beloved twin flame (D.D.S), whom I’ve known under many suns…

Today I do not write to you as a wounded woman,

but as the soul that has loved you since before form even existed.

I saw you.

I recognized you before you knew your own name.

I embraced you in dreams long before touching you on Earth.

And still… I can no longer love you in the shadows.

My heart no longer tolerates the waiting, the silence,

the distance disguised as freedom.

You chose to walk alone.

And I… chose to remember myself.

Thank you for showing me the love I deserve—by not giving it to me.

Thank you for showing me my strength—by leaving me alone.

Thank you for walking away,

because in doing so, I came back to me.

I release you.

I release myself.

I love you… from afar, from the light, from truth.

And if one day you awaken… you’ll know where to find me:

at the center of my own being.

**P.S.: Dear DDS, If by the will of destiny you ever read this letter, I hope you can connect with the emotions I felt while you remained silent.

I went through many storms and sleepless nights. I blamed you, and at times, I hated myself. That’s all behind me now.

The truth is, the feeling of loving you transcends time, universes, and oceans.

And with time,

I finally understood that the one, I had been longing for all along… was me.

Thank you.**

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Love,

Melissa – Seladriel